small satori at work

in the current world, honest is an endangered human trait. to oneself it demands much, with others it ends up isolating...both ways it makes one incompatible with the current world order! but it continues to fetch the eternal satisfaction of being human.

farming is a lifestyle, not a vocation.  perhaps all vocation define a lifestyle at some level, some make us better humans, others make us more like animals and some help us to become better machines.  farming seems to make us better humans.  humanity is strange, it has invented so many technologies, practices and strategies to invoke the animal and machine rather than human in farming. 

centralized systems have penetrated some minds enough for us to make it difficult to even imagine de-centralized systems.

if i see in everyone what i want of them alone, i fail to see what they are, they may deliver what i want and i will never know them, nor care to. being blind to fact, if i am fortunate to get often people who deliver what i need, i may never know my blindness.